To Save Myself: What Am I Fighting? "What am I made of?"
"I don't know; I just want to fight you!"
He charges with a sword and they parry multiple attacks. An even fight means he cannot grow past his opponent.
He stiles his mind to fight without mistake or penalty. Yet he wants to wonder what he is fighting. If he has everything about himself locked down, what is he fighting against.
This definitely a demon of himself, a entity that is what he wants to destroy about himself. He's had this fight before, but it was aimed. He attacked his rage and said showed that he can do more than just stay it; he can press it.
"I believe I know you. You are what I can't do/be for her. When I mess up around her I hate myself a little bit. You are the hate I have built. Can I destroy you?"
His opponent smiles.
To Save Myself: Steady with Rage "You're there when I can't control, when I'm past a breaking point, when I want others to feel my pain. You are Rage."
"Yes I am. If you want to endure and suppress me, learning to control is the way. Show me what your made of."
They clash multiple times. Rage's attacks are strong and fast, relentless almost. Though he is figure is a demon, even full red-eyed, version of his opponent, he seems calm for a demon type.
His mind spins for an answer. He wonders to himself, "I guess I can say I don't use rage as a break away; it's just time when impulse takes over and I turn to hands. I don't like it, this new me will be calm and collected."
He blocks another attack. "That is how I'll beat you."
Rage looks at him, not worried, not fearful, not content, his life is what he is made of, he is here but to act as
SecretHaving to keep a secret of yourself for someone else.
A tear to tell the truth and a tear to hold fast.
Battles inside can be the bloodiest, yet none will fall.
You may level yourself and those around you,
Yet the only ideal that matters will be that someone.
You will ask of your strenght, but the tear can bind you.
Option left is to ask that someone, but can you?
To tell of pain to the one causing it, not easy.
Bodily LoveThe Love we have for someone flows our entire body.
For if the human heart can be
then doesn't the love it hold spread to the rest of the body?
To Become StrongerI want to get stronger
In my strength I ultimately want peace
But not a peace I compromise for
The peace I can build and choose for myself.
To get stronger I must learn to fight
Fight for myself and no other
These fights must be so I become stronger
I have my first opponent in mind.
We have differences but he isn't horrible
But he is strong, so I have to beat him to get stronger
People will tell me to stop, to keep their peace.
No compromise. I want to become stronger. I want my peace.
When I get my peace I will train to keep it
For some may fight me for it
I will use my strength to defend it
I must become strong to keep it.
I may need an ally
Someone I can fight with to build my strength
He is my friend and I hope he can find his peace
My strength comes first, For he is part of my peace.